Jplabbee93

Realization setting in We let our lives be dictated by others far too long It is time to take a stand Who am i? A question often asked but rarely answered I am non essential I used to think i was worthless I followed the norm And went against the grain I often thought i was an atheist and that god didn't exist But the truth I have come to realize I am God I control every aspect of my life In an instant i can end it Or I can create it. When people discuss living They often associate it with Time Time is a joke Manipulated by other people for a profit Money another joke to make one seem more powerful than another True power lies in c

Humpty Dumpty Heart I have a Humpty Dumpty heart All the kings men All the kings horses Couldn't put it back together again But you did Only to tear it from my chest And shred it I'll never love again

Freedom the city reminds me of the destruction of freedom. a mechanical society where nothing is beautiful. human waste scrapes the sky art is hidden underground can’t escape the sound of metal I must flee to the open lands of endless sky it is here that i must die a poetic death sunset falls over the mountain pass and i have found freedom at last.

A Dream Once Dreamt I had a dream I walked in a land so fruitful that the gift of life was mine to share in this gift I gave I wrapped in hate as men and women young and old celebrate their descent falling from the heavens an apple with a bitter taste no love, no hope, no evil left untold no sun for a day, a moonless night peace locked in a box, hidden from sight A dream once dreamt became reality.

 Hesitation Slit my wrist with dull razor blades Cutting scraping scratching the skin Not deep enough to scar But deep enough to feel Adrenaline fuels my desire Hesitation cuts that wire Hesitation saved my life Heart Racing As I climb to the top On the roof pacing All I want to do is drop Hesitation in every breath Hesitation in every step Hesitation prolonged my death

The Architect i am the architect of my own destruction   hidden in my mind my thoughts come alive self loathing. when did this become a constant? all the sadness all the rage i feel like an animal trapped in a cage my love is violently volatile poof and its gone my heart is torn from my chest time and time again now i understand i am the cancer i am the architect of my own heartache i am no puppet to a higher cause an unjustified justification receives no authentication as the architect of my life i have the power of past present and future i am in control my fear no longer leads me.

Death The Ultimate Equalizer A RADIANT GLOW A FALLING SILENCE AN AIR MOST FOUL DEATH IS A FORGOTTEN ART THE BURNING SUNS OF A THOUSAND EMBERS BRIGHT LIGHT CRAWLS THE GROUND A NUCLEAR HOLOCAUST LEFT US IN RUIN REBUILDING FROM ASH RISING LIKE A PHOENIX DOOMED TO REPEAT AN ENDLESS MISTAKE   OUR FATE REMAINS THE SAME DEATH THE ULTIMATE EQUALIZER

 Little Frog You know the person that makes you feel so wonderful I have met her But it will never work out Because she is a princess And I am a frog with no crown A little frog from a big pond Rising up from the ground I am going to take that crown The princess will be won The king judges my worth and sees that I am worth less than the common man         "Just a frog with no crown. Bow down!" Resilient, I stand tall I will have his crown This king will fall! And I will be the frog no more.

Cyberspace I have no escape stuck in cyberspace people with eyes walls with ears everyone will hear everyone will see just another image flashed through space bit by bit cameras mounted everywhere drones flying through the air secrecy is scarce a new regime a new way to watch you buying privacy is for the privileged one nation under drone control stuck in cyberspace technology ruined us wirelessly wiretapped our wireless mindless mind control every second of every day no matter the why there is always a reason to keep an eye on you

Nightlight reluctantly I retire to my room lying in my bed dreams fill my head whilst nightmares hide in the shadows my nightlight will protect me my nightlight will protect me my nightlight glows my nightlight glows As the night does grow my nightlight will protect me the monsters under my bed will cry the monsters under my bed will die whilst the nightmares run and hide my nightlight will protect me